child at heart

The last several days have been real weird for me. I’ve had lots of serious headaches, bad body aches, incredibly tired and I’ve been real irregular. Like more than my normal irregular self. If you are still confused (which you would have to be daft to be) I wrote 2 blog posts about this same subject regarding grafton. I also feel like I need to throw up occasionally, like real bad waves of ‘oh my gosh I’ve got to upchuck now’ and then nothing happens and all these feelings pass. I can assure you all that I am NOT pregnant and am not doing the dirty to even be in that situation.

But its starting to cause me concern. I don’t want to do anything with anyone or grafton cause I feel so bad. I have to push myself through a simple 2 mile walk. Most of the time I don’t want to eat cause I feel so blah. I felt bad all day saturday but went to yardsales with my mom and had some much needed time with friends but simply it was because I felt like I hadn’t seen them all in ages but I sure didn’t feel up to it. It may be a simple bug just passing through and Lord I hope so. I’m just getting worried about these headaches.

My first 2 years of college I suffered from severe migranes. Like put you out for days can’t do anything pass out and vomit unless in complete darkness can’t work or spend time doing anything migranes. And I know my parents and I really don’t want to go back through all that again. My issues with them stopped once we got my wisdom teeth out. It turned out the pressure from them coming in and getting stuck in my jaw was what caused my first case of migranes. But here I am 3 years later and there are no wisdom teeth so I wouldn’t know what was triggering them now.

So please pray for me and whatever it is to go away. I wanna be my happy feel good self.