child at heart

Nothing spectacular here, just a few little things I need to write for the 3 of you who read this.

Please pray for me in the area of school. I feel like I am constantly falling behind and it takes all I have to just stay up with my work, and its hard work this semester. These 21 hours are killing me, and I’m so scared for my grades this semester. Please pray that when it comes to school work I will be dilligent and work for the absolute Glory of God. I feel like, if I could just fall off the face of the earth for about a week I would be great.

Please pray for my attitude at work. For some reason I have hit this brick wall and I just do not want to work or be nice to the people who come into work with attitudes and what not.

Financially I have cracked down along with the family for many reasons but I feel like I am struggling. I really don’t have to much to pay, but I still feel burdened.

I seriously do not know why I am all of a sudden this way, I just feel like I’ve reached my limit and I just need a good night to cry for a bit. I know things could be so much worse, and I know I have no room to be negative, once again I do not know why I am this way all of a sudden.

Lastly, I feel my burden for missions growing bigger and bigger. Each day that I am at school means I am that much closer to being done and can do missions if the Lord chooses to bless me in that way. My heart cries out for the lost and unreached around the world and I feel so helpless stuck here in Montgomery. Why can’t I be out of school already???

Help? Anyone, advice? I am here to listen.