child at heart

So, i’ve never really had a blog before so i’m not sure how this is going to turn out. I will try my best to write in here often and share how the Lord is working in my life, but I really do not have enough discipline to make myself write often… thats why I start a journal and do not really have more than 2 days worth of writing in it.

Anyway, the Lord has shown me that I am supposed to spend my life working with children and teens and using my life for His glory and I honestly cannot wait until I am out of school so I can start this journey! Lord willing doors will begin to fly open this next year and the Lord will start giving me opportunities to help the youth I so dearly love around me. If you who are reading this know me please continue to pray as God is working in my life, and if you do not know me please pray for the Lord to work his will through me and that I will not put my selfish desires in the way!

On a seperate note the Lord has been pounding at my heart to spend this summer doing something a bit more productive than working and going to M-Fuge… and most people know how much I DO NOT! want to miss M-Fuge, its an understood that every summer in July we will go to M-Fuge and Bella is on that bus, but LORD WILLING this year will not be the case! This July i’m planning on being in Kenya, Africa sharing the Lord with young ones and elders and doing all I can do advance the kingdom. I earnestly ask all of yall for your prayers in this journey. If I am not supposed to do this or it does not work out in the end I ask for prayers in not being bitter or having stupid selfish pity parties. Please be in prayer for those of us that desire and make our plans to go that we will be open and listen to the Lord and follow in his great paths, and for those we will have the opportunities to talk to, please pray they will be open to our words and that the Lord will graciously act out His plans for His wonderous glory! I ask for prayers in the money raising process and that I will not be full of pride or bitterness no matter how it turns out. I know I may be repeating some things or seem very vague and it is because the fleshly side of me is TERRIFIED! I do not have any clue what I am doing, and I am not good in stepping out of the box like this. But in the end the Lord always wins and I could not resist what he was telling me to do any longer. Praise Adonai for his constant pursuit in my life!

With all of that being said, until I know more on the subject or the Lord works something else out in my heart your prayers, words of guidance and wisdom, and anything else you can share with me are very much coveted.

Until I write again, Bella